En route

At the airport-- drinking some lovely, rich coffee and trying to load some charge into my powerbook so as to be able to write my paper for the week--to free up time for finishing my thesis work, completing the paper and doing a few more pieces for the final. I have a "forever" valentine in the works along with a Chinatown one ( with big color) at least. Additionally, I need to think/plan how to blow up two of the black and white ones for the show ( thinking is to translate to vector to be able to scale it up like crazy. Need to find a great output resource. Sometimes big takes the pieces to a whole different space.

More later.

Sorry

I've been remiss. I am just taking whatever I can during this time with the HAS program and let it all seep in and see what emerges as an impression independant of the detail, the people and the work. I am picking up on some interesting things with the flow of information and the very direct things that are being said by our very bright and talented guests that come tomorrow may come tumbling out.

SF: Tuesday: from a wonderful private collection







We boarded the big red and white bus this morning after coffee with Chad and Linda at the italian coffee shop around the corner from the Handlery. After an hour on the bus with Murray regaling Linda and me with tales about his exchanges with Maurice Sendak which were telling, charming and sweet but depicting a rather prickly, edgy smart man--which makes sense given his lovely line drawings with pigs in poke bonnets, or little stolid girls doing sensible things, or the Night Kitchen (referencing his childhood), Wild things, of course, and his love of opera and theater which he uses as a device for many of his illustrations.

We got to our destination with our 89 year old hostess greeting us at the end of the driveway (framed by robust, blooming rosemary and fragrant and full lemon trees)--ushering us into her house (where I had visited with Syracuse) and directing us to boxes and bushels, bedtops and flatfiles filled to the top with illustration that represents the who's who of the profession. Children's book, commercial illustration, from big oil paintings of iced cream in a glass, to Cornwell, to Rockwell Kent to the rare and totally adoreable Lorraine Fox( grey and pink and table top illustrations at the bottom of this mix)--Al Parker and Lawson Wood...something for everyone from paintings to a proliferation of pen and ink that I was, this visit stunned and delighted by. It was a visual feast that by the time the two hours planned rolled around..we had all reached critical max--and needed to change channels as it was just way way overwhelming. The house is simple and very lived in-- with the bathroom art as curated as any exhibition in any museum. Even the laundry was surrounded by images and art. Our hostess showed us Gibsons and art that were used for the covers of sheet music that she used to learn to sing from which she demonstrated for us. And, to top it off, as she was getting out of the driveway to attend an appointment, she opened up the trunk of her car to get something and showed us a mask she works on repairing for a volunteer job she does. The owl is our hostess.

We were dropped off in town for lunch and had a great assortment of restaurants to pick from for lunch. We settled on indian and had a lovely time outside in the weather which had changed from a misty drizzle to a beautiful blue sky. Trees were out, flowering trees were popping, it is extrodinary and spring in paradise.

We then visited Patrick Coyne, editor at CA Magazine. (Communication Arts). We were greeted by Chester, the CA Beagle who sniffed and wagged and was the perfect welcoming committee. Patrick is a gentle kind man who told us all about his open, green building. The magazine is celebrating it's fiftieth anniversary this year. It was started by Patrick's father and a partner who had a small agency and needed to find more work for the printing press they acquired. The magazine became very important for Mr Coyne, and he then worked full time since for the publication. It is mainly a subscription business which is beginning to expand into the web...creating an added electronic value for the readership at a nominal price. It is staffed by 20 people, whose offices were determined in location by a feng shui expert--funny but kind of worked. Patrick told us that the Illustration show gives them about five thousand entries that are winnowed down to 150--which makes last year's entry of shady even more meaningful for me. I didnt know how rare this is. He was insightful about his shows, the juries and how they try to talk about the "beat" that is happening annually in the work--which sounded like the real treat for our guide and editor. Mr Coyne was open and engaging, wanting to talk with us as much as to us..and my heart was lightened by this quiet energy that came from this very esteemed publication. Key take away was essentially enter often and many...

Off with a small troupe for sushi in the neighborhood.

a bit more Sunday




After sleeping the sleep of the dead...and waking up early and putting thinking about pictures and snoozing again, we woke up and went to breakfast at a great, grandaddy of breakfast places, Sears--recommended by Ricky Werman's book for pancakes (we all had eggs) and coffee. The restaurant was great--tile floors, dim lights, the real thing just north on Powell from the Drake (about three blocks up from Powell and Geary). Then off to Chinatown to "go deep" in the little bins of stuff, smell the teashops and see the food. We saw silks and jackets. Wonderful bags "hey, these are the Chinatown Vera Bradley" in silks and stripes with knotted closures. Darling shoes with fabric flowers and frills a la McKenzie Childs ($49. a bit steep but almost, just almost worth it). Wonderful wool vests with interesting fastenings and detail. Jewelry from cinnabar and black bangles, majong piece bracelets to complete stores of stones.All of which we did from the lovely teas and tea tasting, to a live chicken place with plucked birds (deep grey without any feathers -- a bit primordial and scary). We bought all sorts of little things for friends and family. We heard all sorts of popping and drumming to go around the corner to find these three white lions/dragons performing with a group of middle school/high school musicians urging them on with drums and other instruments. A man threw a few handfuls of lit firecrackers into the mix to keep it interesting and a bit frightening. Around the corner we went after this show and there were golden dragons doing the same only the firecrackers were much more extrodinary and loud...the banners brighter and the decor streaming out of the windows behind these drum dancing beasts were wildly colorful and festive. Made the brilliant pink bakery boxes make sense on a color day like today.

en route

Murray and Carol called from San Francisco to tell me that Murray will be featured for the next week in Leif Peng's wonderful blog, Today's Inspiration. Peng does a remarkable job talking about the history of illustration focusing but not limited to the illustration of the 1940s-1980s. Peng has a very lively personal collection of ephemera and posts wonderful Flickr sets on the illustrators he covers in addition to the insightful writing he provides us. So, take a look. We will see the decorative Murray peeking out at us this week to all of our delight.

I was packing and unpacking. Taking things out of my bag and replacing it with something different. Taking out the giant sketch book and just putting a regular one in place. Do I have my cell phone plug? Do I have a zip drive? Did I burn the CD of my NYC project? Did I write the requisite weekly checques and gather up bus fare for K?

Now, I am sitting having a quiet moment before getting myself primed to get on the second leg of my flight to SF. In the packing and unpacking, the wandering around and looking at stuff, I cracked open my two Memento Mori books and read a bit of the narrative that I wrote here on the blog while I was thinking on the topics of my reading and sketching. What struck me the most was that I am developing a big project style with images and writing that are often insightful and interesting (particularly when I am not sitting on top of the topic). The process almost demands writing to help me sort out my thoughts conceptually or remember approaches as I go through the work. It was telling that on one of the spreads--I was reflecting that I needed to better understand mirroring images within the context of developing frames and borders. I had forgotten that...and now, here I am...working that out. One feeds the other. I need to remember that...and when copy is needed on the picture, to go back to the source as there might be something more succinct or fresh to help to focus the work that is already written. Bring on the white out and editing pencil!

Murray is going to give me direction on these heads. The nose and mouth I have, he says...so it must be the scary eyes. Keep it light, open, feminine. I have been sketching on Punch on the flights and he is developing with his traditional big nose and big chin. He is a wicked boy...There was a wonderful reference shot that someone posted from a photograph taken of a wooden Punch from the Henry Mercer Museum in Doylestown, PA. There is a leery, edgy thing that this Punch has (along with a mask) that has me intrigued. And Judy is such a simple housewife (maybe a bit of a nag) that Punch whollops with his big scary stick. The alligator gets it, the baby gets it, the cops get it, clowns get it. That's Punch, the guy with the whippin stick. I just peered up at the TV while writing this, and CNN was reporting on James Brown...speaking of Punch and his stick...JB was a bit of a Punch himself, whapping his wife with a telephone. Interesting where the world goes.

Onward!

Saturday Lift off.


On my way to San Francisco today. Will be checking in from the road via iPhone if anything interesting happens or I am struck by loquacious lightening and need to talk to you. There will be posts while I am there with pictures, I hope...so you are taking a mini break with me and my classmates from Hartford.

tick tock


More of the speedy white out pictures. Its snowing here...a scattering of white and we are all having throaty symptoms which doesnt make this girl happy. I am making lists of things to do and pack for Saturday's lift off to SF. I am packing light and predictably. No fashion shows in the bag. Brief and to the point.This dragging the world with you and then not using half the stuff approach cannot continue. Going to LA at Christmas reinforced that for me--watching my smart kids pack appropriately and having plenty to wear and plenty of layers. I am watching and learning. Hopefully, this test will work.

My phone went on the fritz at the gym, so I am rebooting it...and may reload all the software prior to taking off. The last thing I need right now is a phone that goes south. How come that always happens? Technical breakdown and clients loading you up just hours before a trip. It's in the air. Now, I need to reconnect with the hotel and piece together how to get from the ariport to the hotel on BART. Also, need to get money, charge batteries, find my phone jack, pack my work (this is the most important and knowing how flaky I've been--this is the think I am likely to space on!).

I don't like how the world feels these days. To talk to friends and clients about the tenuousness of their jobs and with some, their identities wrapped in these jobs is nervewracking. Everyone is frozen in place with their hands poised in mid air waiting for the hammer to come down. Tomorrow may change for me,for my family, for our life...tomorrow, may not change for me, my family or my life. With uncertainty and change, many are paralyzed into inactivity which flows to those of us who are steadily putting one foot in front of the next, pretending not to feel the earth shaking. And the anger I feel for the greed and stupidity of unregulated bankers, of childish adults buying houses bigger than they can afford and the "I want it, I need it " headset that has been commonplace for at least a decade. More I think, but def. 10 years. If you cant afford it, don't buy it. And the shake out is that we are all paying in jobs, education etc. We cannot afford this war. We cannot afford to bail out all the fat cats who get million dollar bonuses. Why must some feel the pinch--particularly those hourly folks -- for the errors of so few--the edge sitters in the financial centers who live a fantasy funded by these workaday people? I would like to be a part of the revolutionary lynch mob who are speaking today in Mr. Made Off's trial. Shades of the french revolution. If Mr. Made Off is 70, and we are talking a life behind bars, how more should he pay? Maybe a hand? a foot? His time?

Lots of anger here.

Wednesday



The pictures posted are the new whiteout technique in images that are postcard size. Quick n dirty. Am pushing away at this and then plan to do a peacock valentine inspired by Will Bradley. There is more smearage, and you cannot be as impulsive as I would like...but it is massively quick--blocking with black, laying in the white, drawing and sharpening in black on top of the white. The pace of the lines--black,white, black, white being almost calligraphic in the patterning and balance of the colors.

I am taking a thesis breather until we come back from San Francisco with Hartford. We are off to Jane Eisenstat's house in Palo Alto to see her collection of illustration. We are going to see Communication Arts. There are lectures from an assortment of illustrators many I had seen with Syracuse, we will see David Grove, and Lou Brooks (wonderful cartoon derivative work). I see my thesis advisor and will go through the valentines I have done. Then, when I come back, I will sketch and do more to complete the deck...maybe using the new ink and whiteout technique along with the other new tricks I have started working with.

Alex home today with a sore throat and lethargy. Poor guy all wilty and tall. I pushed water therapy (showers, baths, hot waterbottles, tea) and sleep. Who knows if he put it into play...but part I know happened. Kitty tried on her bathing suit for her part in the play--red with a big stripe. She is thrilling to her dancing and singing with 5 guys complete with silly dance steps and lifts, dips and twirls. Kitty belle of the ball...and she is working like a devil with these poor sore toes that hopefully are healing and will be fine by showtime.

More later, I have to go tend to the pulled pork.

working away.

Got my glasses fixed. They were hanging off one ear and across my nose, an inelegant opera glass style...which threatened constant meltdown. This morning when the lense popped out, I knew today was not optional...I had to drive into Ithaca to get them fixed. So, now. I am right as rain. I can see...and fear abated.

Am making lists and checking twice--trying to get the work done for next week.

Creative Quarterly got back to us. Kitty's portrait and Shady Grove were winners with Shady being a bronze. Two of the Memento Mori illustrations and a crow image were runners up. Exciting. My two girls in the front. Waiting for American Illustration and 3x3 and CA. Need to do CA: Design and Creative Quarterly 16 (due May) to keep it going.
Maybe this hawk image? Maybe as a design versus an illustration>/? hmmm.

Monday daylight savings time, day two.



I want to do a cupid and I do not have a confident handle on a head and body. After ripping up a bunch of blue line drawings, I figure I should really start sketching this a few ways before going live with a real ink drawing. So, the sketches above are from the sketch book--ink and whiteout--back and forth--thick white lines tapered with the black, black lines tapered with white. I think there is a kernel here...and I love the idea of doing just a bit of random drawings as I have enough to talk about in SF and can be whimsical for a bit. Am looking at Mr. Will Bradley who has a drawing style that kind of bridges the chapbook, primitive illustration style and his florid, wildly linear work. I was leaning over the stove this a.m. with my head in my Dover Bradley book and Rob looked over my shoulder and immediately saw the link. As usual, Rob pointed up the type, the lettering, the bigness of the letterforms. He reinforced how I need to start doing this too. He is right. Really right but another layer. However, I have a dozen valentines since January 1..So by end of April...who knows what I can do. Definitely an opportunity to edit. And more of the pentel brush pen and pentel presto party. Yikes. Too much.

Raining today. Pretending to be spring. Not loving this Daylight Savings Time changeover. This week is prep week for SF. Got stuff to print. Stuff to do for the foodies I am working for. Need to roll.

Notes before I start


Redrew the octopus valentine three times. I think I have it now. As R. keeps saying, that's what separates the work...strong design combined with everything else..and you know, the more you dog it, the better, tighter, more thoughtful the work becomes even if its just a bunch of simple lines. I think I may have something more scannable today so that the octopus can go to SF too. I will have a round dozen valentines and three looks at portraits for our contact period. I can keep working on the valentines post SF-- as I have a bunch more i want to do--but with the dozen, we could winnow it down to six and be done. Or even winnow it down to 4 and do two more and be done so I can work on other things like animals, the Garden of Eden, a series on superstitions, a series on monkeys, some chicken studies, finishing the Marie Antoinette line drawings and making a set from them...(that's an idea). I was looking at the Margaret Wise Brown Golden Book at Borders yesterday and thought about Easter and Spring pictures. Eggs give you a lot, and the animal quotient is there...Easter is a happy image time (except when you draw Friday and Saturday's religious pictures....then it gets good in a whole different way!). That fusion is an interesting idea.

Its rainy and deeply misty here. I dont understand it, but the last ski bus is today and though the weather isnt there--the teen beat decided that this was a fine thing to do...if anything just to hang out with their friends and drink tea all day. Fine with me, more time for studyhall.

Kitty got the other toe worked on yesterday with a treatment that may eliminate her need to have surgery on her foot for these toenail issues in the future. It wasn't as rugged yesterday--and she had greater spirits and bounce afterwards. I am happy we are on it immediately as her pain and internalizing has been sad during this time with these toes. I love it we can get resolution versus every three months coming back for more work, and more work, and more work though we love the doctor.

Spring is beckoning though I cannot get caught in the thrall. We always have snow into April...though things are unthawing a bit. The wonderbus is no longer a salt cake and the sedum are doing what I adore most, poking their little buds above ground to say "soon, soon". I am blessed the deer havent found them yet. Maybe all those grasses I got on sale in Corning will come up? and how about those rose bushes we put in? Maybe a posy or two? And the tree peonies continue to grow and bloom. So much to look forward to.

hmmm.


Some really nice news. I entered Creative Quarterly 15 and got a bronze, merit and runner up places. Creative Quarterly is devoted to design, illustration, photography, fine art--and the thinking, inspiration and reference that it takes to make these ideas active. There was an email yesterday posting who got in and the class of entry (with Jim O'Brien and Scott Bakal from both Syracuse and Hartford) but no idea of which piece(s) got in. We should know next week. And the cool thing I hadn't understood, the Creative QUARTERLY is a quarterly, with another submission deadline for May 1. Maybe the collection of valentines? And might have a few portraits...? And, the new choker album (one in the works...very nascent, but in the works none the less). The rolling exposure might be interesting...a focused approach to putting the face/the work out. Onward.

Back and forth on this piece for the West Coast designer. You know, I love working for only one Art Director, me. To that, R. had an unbelieveable idea that could use my current illustration hand effectively on product that we would produce and market through the shops at the Corning Museum of Glass-- which would be using what we know (R and me) about the market, about production methods etc. and outsource the making to the slew of talented people in Corning. We would design to a need (as the shops have a strong idea about what sells and what pricepoint). Slow going, small quantities which once we do a half dozen or so could be presented to someone like Crate and Barrel or to the cruise lines and crank it up. It is an opportunity to not make the paltry sums for the illustration and production knowledge we have and maybe be the ones to cash in. I am going to start researching this now. It would be a very interesting venture, a possibly explosive cash cow that we are in a good place to do. Could resurrect the college moneys lost. I am charged. Charged up.

No IF today

Couldn't bear it. Am way too balled up about all the stuff on my plate and the nine million illustrations I want to do before the end of next week to even consider the time around the entry, the finishing, the everything else. Nice news came via email yesterday. The Memento Mori Study that got into the Society of Illustrators Show (#51)was invited to travel in the selection of pieces from the entire event (3 shows)until August 2010. So, we thanked the Society, did the paperwork and Memento Mori is free to travel the world in style and return to me via Fed Ex around the same time our little Princess Kitty will be going off for her freshman year in college. YIKES>

Have been working on some names for a client with lots of No, this, no that in the name. I think I have come up with something that will work, that is really about the world they are in and, if that's not enough says Quality without having to say it. One Two Three...all they need to do is pat me on the head and say, "good girl" and I will wag my tail and collect a check (I hope).

I have struck all sorts of things off my list. I have conquered not falling off the elliptical trainer and almost am enjoying the experience. Am scheduling and rescheduling--looking toward the imminent summer and the planning for stuff for our High Schoolers to do, say, move on.

Am cleaning up the rose valentine. Copy this weekend. Am working on a birdhouse valentine (bits and pieces) and a thistle one as I couldnt resist using the intertwining thing. Also working on my bicoastal bird project. Trying to get the tissue right before we get going in the actual production. Am a bit anxious around this..breathe.